Day 120 of P90X

Day 120 of P90X
This is me before my workout day 120

Monday, June 20, 2011

Now what

Ok...so I have checked my Facebook account about a million times today, fed the kids, played with the kids, worked out, cleaned boogies, cleaned poopy diapers, took the kids to a petting farm, cooked dinner, worked for my medical billing job, chit chatted with some friends (since it is the only grown up conversations I have....talking about Elmo, and ABCs gets played out), cleaned up from dinner, did 3 loads of laundry and worked out at 5 am this morning...now what do I do for the rest of the night (besides put the kids to bed)???

There are a million things I can do (P90X Flyers, Shakeology Flyers, Balance Patient Accounts, more laundry) but really I do not even have enough energy at this point of the evening to think about what to do next. So I ask myself...am I really happy living my life this way??? I guess the short answer is yes because my babies are the best thing I ever did in my life and I would not trade anything in the world to be with them....but the big picture shows that I really need to stop and smell the roses. I used to be that way, before kids, before a million of chores stacked in front of me, two part time jobs...but trying to find balance is my main goal...balance for myself.

So I am starting to learn that my lifestyle change is not only with my body but it is also with my inner self....I want to smell the roses more and live in the moment not just worry and think about what is next:)

So I ask you...what have you done for yourself today??? Did you stop and smell the roses???

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